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Wednesday, October 22, 2003
great song

I'm tearing away
Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay
You run away
Faster and faster you can't seem to get away
Hope there's a reason
For questions unanswered I just don't see everything
Yes I'm inside you
Tell me how does it feel to feel like this
Just like I do
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
Do I really want this
Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go
Can you believe it
Everything happens for reasons I just don't know
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone or anything but me
Goddamn I love me

Posted at 06:29 pm by kismet
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Thursday, September 18, 2003

today was a good day.  look its pink... isn't that horrible

Posted at 07:46 pm by kismet
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Wednesday, September 17, 2003
pinch me

i am trying as hard as i can to uphold this new outlook on life yet its not getting any easier.  i'm scared of what tomorrow brings... i'm scared i'm going to lose everything, christ i wish someone would just wake me up.

Posted at 04:54 pm by kismet
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Monday, September 15, 2003
it'll all work

ok so with some help i've decided that i need an attitude improvement.  so things are a little shifty at this moment but hey theres and up side to this all ay?  i mean my mom and dad dont argue anymore and im gonna have a house that skip can go to.  it will take some gettin used to but i think after awhile we're all goin to be ok with this... humm barbara ann (beach boys) just came on and it reminded me of the night we all went to the disturbed taproot (i think that was the one) show where we were all singing that it the car.  so today is my first attempt at  new attitude. wish me luck!

Posted at 09:38 pm by kismet
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Thursday, September 04, 2003
i met mark

and ran over is foot

Posted at 10:28 pm by kismet
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Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i cant believe its actually happening

my dad left tonight, it seems o strange just thinking that.  my mom still hasnt come home from work (i think she's trying to avoid my father) humm my family is crawling up my nerves :(

Posted at 10:19 pm by kismet
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Saturday, August 30, 2003

I feel so alone right now. All these words come to mind when I think of how to express my feelings yet at the same time I cant manage to explain anything. Words which pierce my heart and make tears flow from my eyes seem to blurt effortlessly from the mouths of people whom Iíve known all my life. They donít even notice the pain they inflict on me. Somehow while I sit here alone tonight I know having all the people in the world surround me would bring me no condolence. I feel an unbelievable distance from humanity.

Posted at 11:02 pm by kismet
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An awsome quote

"Most people love you for who you pretend to be ... To keep their love, you keep pretending--performing.  You get to love your pretense ... It's true, we're locked in an image, an act.
And, the sad thing is, people get so used to their image--they grow attached to their masks.
They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And, if you try to remind them,
they hate you for it. They feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession." - Jim Morrison, The Doors

Posted at 07:08 pm by kismet
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Monday, August 18, 2003
mom's home

ah so mom comes home bringing bad news but you know it really isnt bothering me all that much which really worries me.  we went to the horse show yesterday, the morning english went pretty well but the afternoon sucked ass.  also now that the weekend is over i have concluded that i really dont have much summer left and i really need to get some homework started or i am going to be screwed.  on that note i still dont know what fucking shool i am supposed to be going to next year.... :-/   ive spent my whole day  cleaning and doing wash/dishes, its been a blast.  anyhow have a goodnight everyone ttyl.

Posted at 07:53 pm by kismet
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Monday, August 11, 2003
ah so tired

its crazy how things work out... it always seems the bad comes with good and i thank god for that.  i dont know how i would make it through the bad days if i didnt have the good ones to look forward to.  my mom is gone all week on some trip for work which is good because  think we just really need to take a break from each other:-/... anywho its all good, have a nifty day

Posted at 04:16 pm by kismet
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